I HAVE NOTHING

I wanna make my self feel and Understand that everything in my face is worthless compared with affection and TRUE LIFE. I know that i have nothing. I my self can't control everything in me, I can't stop my heartbeat, my heart to decontaminate, DNA to give blueprint. Everything works by out of my control. I don't know what will be if i have to do these by my self, i believe that i won't. I have to concentrate to breath while there's so much anything else to do. Everything is running perfectly, by unrealised i use everything nashamedly.